Ecns teacher is crap!
Keep crapping like @#$%^&
Now that he's over MJ,
he talked about the fareast plaza chicken rice, then KFC.
Made me hungry alr ):
Then he said that eating too much chicken will grow breast!
Waulau irritating sial zzz whats that related to ecns? O.o
He's damn gay zzz

OH WELL I'm like really hungry alr.
What shall I have later ?
IK! Just buy coffee and chill.
I should be full then.

Life is boring >.<

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Went swimming again today, this time alone.
Although a little emo and bored, it was quite relaxing.
Can spend time so I wont think so much.
It will also help me to sleep better at night, I hope :)
Then took shuttle bus to SSC and walked all the way home.
Aroung 6 bus stops away ok! :D
God bless me that I would get slimmer soon pleaseeeezz!

I have no right to say anything.

Im tired of crying.
From now on, I will force a smile when I feel like crying.
It will surely feel better :D

PROJECTS !@#$%
School sucks a lot now ):

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同样的一场日落
同样你还是没说
只是抱紧我
时间一到就松手

你用一万个理由
都比沉默还温柔
为什么爱我又不断退后

你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛

我要 相信你是爱我的
我要 相信你是勇敢的
我烦 时间是最残酷的
我怎么等

我要 相信你是爱我的
不要 当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

我用一万个答案
解释我们的距离
到最后发现我全都猜错

你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛

你怀里有太多问号
告诉我怎么依靠

我要 相信你是爱我的
我要 相信你是勇敢的
我烦 时间是最残酷的
我怎么等

我要 相信你是爱我的
不要 当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

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"that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing. "


Rmbr I did a project for eff com, 'selecting a life partner'?
I said that I would blog about it.
Now that I've time and I'm bored, I will.
These are all my POV+ research, if you dont like it, too bad.
Bits and pieces I picked out.

Questions to ponder...
Do you bring out the best in each other?
Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete, compare and control?
What do you bring to the r/s?
Do you bring past r/s, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain?

You cant take someone to the altar to alter them,
You cant make someone love you or make someone stay.

If you develop self-esteem, spiritual discernment, and 'a life'; you wont find yourself making someone else responsible for your happiness or responsible for your pain.

"Seeking status, sex, security are the wrong reasons to be in a r/s"

What keeps a r/s strong is trust, communication, intimacy, a sense of humor, sharing tasks, daily exchanges, sharing common goals and interests, giving each other space to grow without feeling insecure, giving each other a of sense belonging and assurances of commitment, and care and concern for your lover in your own ways.

If these qualities are missing , the r/s will erode as resentment withdrawal, abuse, neglect and dishonesty; and pain will replace.

Take your time in consciously and proactively in choosing a life partner. If you choose carefully and well, you will have a friend, a lover, a safe confidant, and a supporter. You will have a committed partner for life with whom you can share the ride of your love's seasons and life's miracles.

Not very well done but who cares.

EH IM DAMN BORED LEI ): Feel like sleeping, but cannot ): I miss you...

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I'm gna change my blogskin after exams,
Pink is a happier color.
I need more new photos too.
Give me good ideas on my blogskin!

Access on Tuesday,
POA on friday.
FAINTS!

Those messages you sent broke my heart.
I'm sorry if I'm very fked up in POA lesson on friday.
This is the first time I ever felt this lost.

You got hurt, you didnt believe in love.
The only girl you trusted failed you.
Now you only trust money and your family.

But please trust me that I love you baby.
I am so in love with you, you are always my priority.

You always say that I didnt understand you,
and you didnt need to explain things to me.
But if you dont, how would I know.

People say so many things about you.
Like you have another gf, you are only playing with me, etc.
But I never trusted those words, I stil believe in you.

Baby you know I'm true.
Give me time, I am growing.
Honey I want no goodbyes.

I wished we never changed...

I LOVE the way you hold me,
the way you try to protect me from the rain with your hand,
the way you hug me so tightly when you're cold,
the way you stare at the computer screen,
the way you smile at your customers,
the way you look at me when I make a lame joke,
the way you bathed Toto and Gucci,
the way you hold my hand and bring me around places,
the way you cooked rosty and chix chop for me,
the way you waited hours for me when I was working just to send me home everyday w/o fail,
the way you say sweet things to me at night,
the way you tell me things below my block,
the way you send me right up to my apt,
the way you hug and kiss me when you bid me goodbye.

You are adorable! Tell me, how to not love you ?

Whenever I'm with you, time passes extremely fast,
I never regretted loving you, being with you.

ILOVEYOU:)

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I never thought that it would hurt so much.
I never knew it would be so hard.

You said it clear enough.
Bye love.

):

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I never thought that this day will come.
Life is making a fool out of me.

I won't regret, I did my best.

Exams are a bore, School's a bore.
I need to get my ass out to work alr.
I end school at 5 almost everyday,
how to get a job that can support me and my wastage siol ):

Havent been updating blog, lazy.

Love me.

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