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Monday, December 6, 2010

YAY congrats! SO SO SO HAPPY!

Looking at my friends, I cant deny that I am not tempted & I cant envy them more for having something to really call "ours" already. We wont know what's ahead, but I wish you all the best.

1 last week to finishing the first stopover in TEP. 18 more weeks to year three. 30 more weeks to graduation. A whole life more till I'm done.

I dont know what I want in life. But i'm sure I definately do not want to shake leg at home waiting for my husband to feed. Neither do I want to stick around with him 24/7 cos I have no life.

It would be a waste for my 14 years of education. Even if im not educated, I dont want to be a loser.

Perhaps I could really 'make it' in life... Perhaps my dreams and ambitions may really come true.

Perhaps I'll have someone who want me more than I want him, need and love me more than i do... Perhaps I'm having the best of the world, now.

Have to get my life back together. I hate how my family is like now. I hate how I cant communicate with anyone. I hate how competitive this society is.

I hate reports. Got to hand them in this friday. I need to bang my head really hard.


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